Osea¡¡¡

Las bolitas no se ven en ninguna parte¡¡¡¡ Esto me estresa, pero no dejare de intentarlo jajaja.. bueno la semana que viene. Ni modo, el mundo se perdió de ver bolitas de colores en sus pantallas.
See cuidan¡ byebye.
Un pequeñito borrador.. sólo para acordarme después.

* Se me había olvidado; el agua aqui es tan salda que hay que tomar dos vasos seguidos; uno para quitar la sed y otro para borrar el sabor.*

Ok, solo es una frase, pero me hace acordarme jaja.

Painted on a wall

Originally uploaded by hundrednorth.

Im leaving on a Jet Plane, tomorrow.. So sad, I thought, goodbyes, but really (even if I cried for a while, believe it or not) when you start to think about tomorrow instead of today orthe past for a a little, it gets better.

Hellos are not to be seen for a long time, cause as you said Hon, its hard to do. We will change, thats what I wanted to say, we will the ones who leave as the ones to stay. We'll be better I hope, and in a year from today, plus 4 months.. we'll hoppefully find that it was more to us than a class, or a share schedual. Hoppefully. I will send tons of love your ways, as Im sure the rest of the people around you guys will.

It was only a kiss..

Sometimes you know something for so long that it gets kinda hard to admit it, or to say it or to talk about it, maybe thats the reason why when you do it feels so good. So.. how do I say this? Well, first of all, I wanted to post a pretty pic but didnt know wich one and I wanted to use this one for so long that, I just did...



Second is that I know sometimes I get way out of line, like the day we went to the movie thing. I should have been a little bit more exited about the nigth; we where all there and it was fun, and I just couldnt stop bugging. Im not expecting sweet words, because I got them already. And if someone wants to say that I talk too much or whatever just do so, I'll be glad.

Third; I just found a pic¡¡ I'll b honest I started typing this a while ago.. but I was surfing and I saw this:


It is a huge ego issue, and the truth is that it has gonne further. I am afraid that if the one person that is,well the way this person is, doesnt want me then, Who in their right and sane mind would?? I know its absolutly paranoiac but thats been in the back of my head since february, and I just cant shake it off.
The truth is Im a mess¡¡¡ and I use people... too. About that the thing was that He was to me what soccer guy was(is?) to my starry sis.. and Ive known it since it begun a year and a half ago. Maybe I dont miss our long conversations or the way he made me feel about everything (when I was sad or stressed o just plain normal he would make it right) One day like six months ago I was at school and I just coulndt stop crying and he was there until I left and.. maybe all I wanted was the constant hug. And that is soooo patetic. not because of the thought alone but because it was me who complained day after day about him wanting this.
Another something is that Im getting stressed; who cares about the rest of my life, I want today. I one hand, its cool because I woudnt know what to do with guy, but on the other its like please¡¡ give me a break and tell me Im not gonna be the lady with the creepy cat we saw today¡¡¡ Cause know it or not, being eaten by some of my 25 cats is one of my biggest fears. I just dont understand because, not to be a snob I myself have never belived it, but Im supposed to be kind a pretty. And even if not smart to the extreme I have a brain and I can use it! And maybe I have personality issues but that is one of those things you learn about someone after a while, right? Do I have a sign in my forehead that says "WEIRD"??
Im not the only one who goes trough this, but its my turn to complian.. I mean, I could go back to highschool and stop eating to see if by dropping fat I get someone, and even then, Ive seen people fatter way fatter than me with someone.
And maybe its me who is the picky one but, Im not doing a guy that is really more fucked up that I am.
Ok.. so this is what was on my mind for the past.. whos counting the time. Xoxo, love..

And yes, it is about the "I want it to last forever guy".

Pedacera

We are all little pieces of different things all together, and I beat you too spaace out after a word or a song and think something out of it. Who can we say that knowing someone is actually possible? We take the best and the worst of every situation and make it our own, and after it's long gone, we can pretend we are the same and we are never changed. We are never the same person with different people, but we can be so predictable being with the same ones. I thik the one thing to never forget is that even of we have "multiple personalities" we are still only one, and if we forget one them, we break the whole pack.

~¿Quién necesita un dedo? Tengo una mano y con ella puedo tapar el sol. Es más, puedo agarrarlo y con la otra tomar las estrellas. Puedo aplaudir y en un mismo momento fundir las dos cosas. Los haré uno solo, y el tiempo que ellos rigen se hará nada. Nos podremos olvidar por fin que la vida se termina, y que en algún momento, nosotros también~

*Quiero tropezar. Tocar fondo; que duela de verdad. Que lastime. Las amenanzas no sirven, no voy a rogar. Que se apague la música, que dejen de tocar mi canción...*

~Marriage was invented by Man for Man. It is the perfect way to keep a slave with out pay and with out independence movements. It is the answer for Mankind survival and for unlimited clean shirts~

Okas, es todo por hoy jaja , ya habrá más.. última movie, Desayuno en Plutón, nada uqe ver con Breakfast at Tiffany's o The Breakfast Club jajajjaa

**"Patrick "Kitten" Braden: I knew you were only joking about the roses. And the sweeties. But it was good while it lasted.
Patrick "Kitten" Braden: And the other thing about the Phantom Lady was, Bert, she realized, in the city that never sleeps...
Bertie: What did she realize, Kitten?
Patrick "Kitten" Braden: That all the songs she'd listened to, all the love songs, that they were only songs.
Bertie: What's wrong with that?
Patrick "Kitten" Braden: Nothing, if you don't believe in them. But she did, you see. She believed in enchanted evenings, and she believed that a small cloud passed overhead and cried down on a flower bed, and she even believed there was breakfast to be had...
Bertie: Where?
Patrick "Kitten" Braden: On Pluto. The mysterious, icy wastes of Pluto.
Patrick "Kitten" Braden: I knew you were only joking about the roses. And the sweeties. But it was nice while it lasted."** Breakfast at Pluto

Angst

Angst
Originally uploaded by Simon Pais.

Sometimes I feel, like all of us, kinda down. For one reason or an another things dont look very bright or cool. Sometmes I feel like this, as if my voice was screaing inside me but nt making a sound to the others. Friendship is when people eats your new recipe even if its weird. But sometimes, saturday meals happen because with out them I would be home alone, washing socks and watching reruns. Its really patetic in a way you know, I just really feel constipaded; depression spreads and I ve got the flu. And I hate¡ being sick. I wanted to write something beautiful, but I couldnt...
Im "learning" dreamweaver¡¡ Its so weird but so much fun when you can do something, like the doddet wallpaper jeje xoxo.

"When you're away, I'm restless, lonely, wretched, bored, dejected; only here's the rub, my darling dear, I feel the same when you're near."
Samuel Hoffenstein

Mandarina con nuevo look

Mandarina con nuevo look
Originally uploaded by halix_asecas.

No sé quien es pero se llama Mandarina¡¡¡
Nuevas canciones, osea, son tipo country jejejeje pero son buenísimas¡¡ Ok. Talvez no tan buenas pero me gustan son; Make nice- The Dixie Chics y Dont forget to remember me- Carrie Underwood. Son linda, una más mensa perotmb linda es Something's gotta give- Leeann Rimes.

»-(¯`v´¯)-»LoVe

»-(¯`v´¯)-»LoVe
Originally uploaded by ۞ ÏM §HØøQ ۞.

Me chocan los días azules. Esos días en que no te sientes agusto dentro de tu propia piel. Pero ya casi salimos¡¡ NO hay nada más bonito que salir de vacaciones, las extrañaré tanto cuando nos llegue el momento de no tener más vacaciones que una semana, si acaso.

Part of the human tribe

Ever heard that we are all supposed to be a part of a tribe? Thanks a lot Grey’s anatomy jeje, the thing is, I ve been thinking. Not much, just enough. I apologized. Not a good scenario but, no a bad one either. The guy just didn’t know what I was talking about jaja, talk to me about being paranoiac¡¡¡¡ And to think I was absolutely lost in thoughts because of this thing. I’m a mess.. ¡¡¡
But who cares? I’m kinda lost..


"Once upon a time we had the moon we had the stars we were divine.." Nine days

Plumitas¡¡¡

Jejeje súper divertido tomar fotitos con plumitas¡¡ Al parecer es terapéutico.. ok, no pero si es muy gracioso.Me gustán las fotos así, casi no tengo y son lindas jeje.

Oh, of course. Now I see.

Oh, of course. Now I see.
Originally uploaded by dvs.

Honey.. Don't.

So.. Broken heart or just a bruised ego??

Pic @ Fickr- Valentin portrait

Into the arms of a broken heart

The voices in my head stumble as I look for the beating of your heart, the one sound always present is now fading and falling apart. I had no choice but to search; how do I go on and on about life with out a constant drum?
A dried throat, an empty mind, my hand goes up until up becomes down. I have to find it, I used to feel it in a second, so strong, alive like sound. I can’t find it. I wonder now.
Crystal eyes and shaky fingers, bloody noses and salty rivers. You’ll be gone. I will loose. This time I can’t win, this is the last time. And I lie again.
In your face honey.
I do get scare; being lonely isn’t a happy trait. Words slip from lips and as soon as over regrets are in order, apologies in the way.
Can you feel it? Its reaching to it, the elevation to which I’m familiar, pretty things make me feel this way. I do feel like destroying something beautiful…
I’ll never admit it, but its time to say goodbye. Its time to stand alone.
I found it.
She knows I lie.

***We are all guilty in someone's eyes. More so our own.
Lance HenriksenNo Escape***

Take a guess..

In my own very personal english, What does SAT stands for??

a) Stone and Toasted
b)Suck ass Test
c)Secretly a Tease
d)Sweet and Twissted

Answer at my comments..

Can we please watch Hard Candy?? ...

Me acordé

Estaba viendo unas fotos en Flickr y me encontré una parecida a esta que yo tomé hace como 3 años, no es buena pero me gusta. Es una pared en un callejón en Roma, sólo un grafitti. Talvez les puedo dar el mismo sentido de Cortázar, Iremos a donde los espejos no exiten.

Ayer

Estaba sentada hablando con algunas personas uqe conozco desde hace años, literalmente años¡¡, y me di cuenta de algo un poquito importante; me encanta mi carrera y lo que estoy haciendo con mi vida. Tal vez no sea la gran cosa y no este super estimado pero me gusta y creo que no me equivoque.
Digo, para qué quiero saber sacar dientes si no puedo sustentar mi punto de vista, o qué me importa si no puedo hacer mil vestidos bonitos o operar un cerebro. Y a sé que hay cosas más importantes y necesarias que otras pero lo que yo (nosotros) hacemos es también importante de alguna manera. Talvez no pueda hacer muchas cosas ni saber miles otras como el nombre de cada uno de los huesos del cuerpo o cuales son las razones para una baja de empleados en una fábrica que me crearán problemas económicos, estoy aprendiendo a usar mi cerebro y eso importa, por la simple razón que es la parte que mejor me representará en algún momento y es la parte de mi que me ayudará a llegar a donde quiero. Jeje, es tan divertido ver en lo que nos convertimos...

Found it somewhere

After a while, you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats, with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.
After a while, you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really are strong,
And you really do have worth.

Cute Flowers with out Smell

Papoula Amapola Poppy
Originally uploaded by Bryonia.

Storm..

I once told a friend that I felt like bursting out with so much energy, that I felt so hypered-up that I was numb. I dont mind staying, but I hate being left behind, it seems like for the past year and a half there is always someone willing to go leave me behind. Its paranoiac as nothing else could but I dont care, I understand its just I dont really want to be there this time. There really is no conlusion, no feeling better, I dont like these days, they freak me out. I dont like it when everything is static, no movement makes me crazy, not even the wind blows, everything is motion less and it disturbs me as nothing could.

**I wander though China. Without ever having boarded a plane. My travels take place here in the Tokoyo subways, in the backseat of a taxi... all of a sudden this city will start to go. In a flash, the buildings will crumble. Over the Tokyo streets will fall my China, like ash, leaching into everything it touches. Slowly, gradually, until nothing remains. No, this isn't a place for me**
Haruki MurakamiSlow Boat to China

Pic @Flickr- Storm

The weird things about life

How come when ever you are ready to leave someone behind, and the timing and the moment seem like the perfect, exact ones, life gets you paralize for just a second until you can realize that such person is already a step ahead of you?
I'll never forget I was remembered .. I know too, I'll shut up now. I wish I had a lovely pic for this, too bad.

All kinds of ink...

magstattoo
Originally uploaded by Savage Pink.

You just have to love this.. One of my all time favorites in the quote branch. "(*)(x)"